how does that happen ?


From all the time to once a week,

From meetings to emails,

From calls to texts,

How does that happen?

From so close to secretive,

From acceptance to accusations,

From forgiveness to bitterness,

How does that happen?

From understand to confusion,

From laughter to silence,

From sureness to jealousy,

How does that happen?

From love to indifference,

From caring to convenience,

From best friends to acquaintances,

How does that happen?

someone you love

There comes a point where you just love someone. Not because they're good, or bad, or anything really. You just love them. It doesn't mean you'll be together forever. It doesn't mean you won't hurt each other. It just means you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it.

So be it ! IF

Words unspoken, let the eyes talk.
Still silence that speaks volume.
I say I miss you
You say, so be it.
All in our minds. The words unspoken.
Sometimes eyes can’t capture the feelings felt,
And the shadowing turmoil within.
So close and yet so far apart.

Picture this !


You can’t dream too much or seek out like a toddler in a shopping mall. your insulating pessimism will strike your back even before you know it. so you will live, you will write, you will allow yourself to be read and marked and ranked criticized and sliced along every axis. they may even attempt to fit your humongous, insanely joyous and unpredictable future into little boxes on which would be written stuff like where do you see yourself in five years?

And so you will picture yourself in the coming years in numbers and qualifications and permanent mailing addresses because you have to.

6 years 1 love !


6 years back , a journey began. A journey of personal development, awareness and twists and turns. I have learned, experienced, struggled, lost, succeeded and finally come home to me. It was a rough old ride at times, but I’ve discovered some pretty amazing things in the process:

- Communication has its limits.

- Listening is more difficult than talking.

- Fix situations, not people.

- Measure twice, cut once.

- Don’t believe all the nice things people say about you

- Don't lie, shut up when you have to

Late nights driving me crazy now. It has been a month i ve joined this new agency and since then i guess twice a week i m working till 4 am. That's sad :( Even he is so busy with work.
Since i joined swimming, not keeping well. Surviving throat infection and viral. May this end soon and go back to water and swim like a mermaid. hehehee

No more missing .................

I am surprised and happy with the new development. He got the job in the same city where i am working. Now we are living together and will make our "nest" a better place to live. I am prepared for the problems we will face in coming days, it will not bother me as i m living my dream and seeing dream taking shape.
Cooking for him and seeing the happiness on his face while he finishes and relishes the cooked meal. I love to see his smiling face in the morning. I love to sleep in his arms, and now i don't have to count down the days for it. I love when i pick and drop him to his office. I love wen we discuss our day over the cup of tea. I love each moment with him......... After all love is one thing which makes our world better ........ and our's is heaven !

Thanks to almighty !